Goodbye my lover. You have been the one for me. Thanks for the memories. I hope you will find a better guy than me :)

Awak cakap saya nak game awak? Terima kasih. Tinggalkan saja saya kalau macam tu. You're wrong cause you don't love me, you don't feel how i love you. :)

Genting again. :D

9/2/2011 in the early morning, ini kisah sambungan selepas cerita nasib malang. Si Fahmi ni haa ajak pergi Genting Highland pepagi buta. Kerana bosan aku pun folow. Reez, Azhim, Ery pun ada la sekali, 5 orang naik kereta Kancil memang sempit ah kan. Aku duduk belakang tengah dah seksa rasanya. Time naik bukit, race dengan lori. Haha camdoh. Lori pun boleh kejar Kancil. Mana tidaknya, speed 30km/h-40km/h je time naik bukit. Ery siap boleh buka pintu padam bara rokok. Memang sakit naik kancil ramai-ramai. Dah sampai Genting, pusing-pusing kejap. Then lepak Oldtown minum kopi. Haha 4 pagi dah sarapan telur setengah masak. Dah puas, kami pun pulang ke rumah. The End. :P

Bad Luck -,-

8/2/2011, lebih kurang pukul 11 malam, plan nak lepak dekat Wangsa Maju. Sebelum tu kene la kutip si Muss ni. Baru je gerak nak gerak dari rumah tiba, tiba-tiba motor tak stabil ke kanan dan ke kiri. Rasa pun berat semacam. Time tu dah la dekat line belah kiri. Berhenti tepi kejap, cek motor rupanya tayar bocor. Huahua malang betul nasib. Terpaksa la tunda motor patah balik ke rumah Muss ni. Menggila kami dibuatnya fikir camana nak tukar tiub malam buta cenggini. Call Fahmi jap, suruh cari pomen. (Betui ka eja?) Haa nasib baik lah ada. Abg pomen cakap 15min dari Karak ke Melawati dah sampai. Laju betul ni. Haha. Tapi kene kutip abg pomen ni dekat Caltex. Nasib baik jiran dia bagi pinjam motor. Selepas itu, tiub pun sudah ditukar lalu kami pun gumbira. Pukul 1 baru la sampai Wangsa Maju. Sampai je kene bahan, sial lah kamu. Hahaha.

Entah

Tiba-tiba tak ada mood, pelik. What's wrong with me? -,-

Pffft -,-

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand. :|

This is for you :)

You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy. By the way, I'm not leaving you. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I'll never be strong enough to leave.

My words for you :)

Oh baby there's something that i would like to tell you bout, everyday i keep on thinking bout you. As you know, we rarely meet. I only can hear you beautiful voice that as sweet as melody only on the cell phone. That where we used to be to talk. We only text and talk for everyday. We often to had a fight for a silly things. I'm sorry for being rough with ya. I really wish that we can always be together, holding each other hand, hugging each other, kissing each other and being like Edward and Bella that we used to talk. Your scent, It's like a drug to me. It's like you're my own personal brand of heroin. We've been together for 1 month my girl, and I hope I can give you my best for ya. If I don't, i'm sorry. I'm just a man, I've made mistake. I'll be there for you anytime you need. Baby, hold on to me. Te amo Nana Rahim. :)

Why oh why?

Why you asking me bout her? I'm wondering. A boyfriend should know bout her girlfriend. -,-

I wish I could do this. :)

Me : This ring here represents my heart. But there’s just one thing I need from you, saying I do.

Bad Day :(

It's 3rd of January 2011, i woke up at 12 something like that. I feel weird. My throat doesn't feels well. Panas, sakit. I'm started to worried about myself. A hours later, i been infected by a virus, it's flu. Damn, i really hate flu. Fuck you flu. Haha. Mucous from the nose doesn't stop. Erghhh, i'm fucking hate it. I already used a box of tissue. Haha. I hope i will get well soon.

Baby, you the fucking best :)

You know lots of girl been
Thinking my song bout them
This is to not to make confuse
This one for you

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

Know you got a roommate
Call me when its no one there
Put the key under the mat
And you know I'll be over there
(Yup) I'll be over there
Shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that u ain't even know was there
Ha. And you ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustom to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Sweat pants, hair tied, chilling with no make up on
That's when your the prettiest
I hope that you don take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringing Drake along
You know that I'm working I'll be there soon as I make it home
And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one to Never get confused with Cause.

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

Sex, Love, Pain
Baby I be on that tank shit
Buzz so big i could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop
Bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine paper girl
But money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee
Cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make yo pussy whistle
Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
double cup love
You the one i lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get yo pheen on
Yea just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there repping like a mascot
Get it from the back
And make yo fucking bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpots

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down every time i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.


*Nana Rahim aww aww, I <3 You. :)

Holiday to Jakarta :D

28-31 of December 2010, I'm away from Malaysia. Hihi. This is so cool. Mulanya, udah sampai excitednya terasa amat. Ya benarin apatah lagi semasa di pesawat. Makanannya enak banget. Ada makanan spesial sempena Krismas. Aku pilih untuk menjamah ayam belanda. Pertama kali sih makannya, terasa enak sekali. Sesudah sampai di Lapangan Terbang Soerkano-Hatta, naik bus pergi ke hotel di Cikini. Rehat bentar, capek banget deh. Lantas esoknya terus pergi shopping dekat Tanah Abang, Mangga Dua, dan Grand Indonesia. Tapi aku enggak beli apa-apa kerna tak ada satu pun yang cocok sama aku. Cuma handcraft aja yang dibeli untuk teman-teman. Rasa mau berantam aja. Lagi-lagi masanya menjamah kepiting asem manis. Haish rasanya benar-benar manis deh. Kali pertama aku naik bajai ya rasanya benar-benar takut, serius deh. Di sana keadaannya macet banget. Mobil sama sepeda itu semuanya berterabur. Rasa macam mau berlanggar. Bermacam pengalaman di sana. Kali ke dua selepas 5 tahun enggak ke sana. Banyak udah berubah wajah. Itu aja rasanya, jikalau cerita di sini enggak akan habis. Lebih-lebih tanya aja sama aku. Fotonya lihat aja di Facebook, jikalau ada. Kuikuikui. Daaa. *broken Indo :D

My Dear SPM, Part III :D

Bahasa Melaysia : Boleh buat pejam mata je :D
Bahasa Inggeris : Tulis essay banyak sampai tak sempat :|
Sejarah : Rasa nak gigit kertas tu :(
Mathematic : Paper 1 macam pffft, Paper 2 is okay :)
Pendidikan Islam : Paper 1 apa pun tak ingat, Paper 2 sempat tido 30minit :)
Science : Dua-dua paper keluar awal. :D
Perdagangan : Paper 1 tabur, Paper 2 pun tabur.
Prinsip Perakaunan : Paper 1 main dadu, Paper 2 apa pun tak boleh
Ekonomi Asas : Paper 1 okay, Paper 2 tiba-tiba lupa

And now, i'm fucking free baby, MERDEKA! HELL YEAH!

What's wrong with you? Duhh

Yeah, what's wrong with you?! Yesterday, you call me in the morning and in the night. But i refuse to answer it. Then you going mad at me. And today in the early morning, you text me again, keep insulting bout her. Stop it, you act like a fool. Seriously, kinda pathetic. I really don't give a damn bout to make you feel jealousy. No, NO AT ALL! You said to me, you feel un-satisfy with me because i had her now. Haha, this is bullshit girl. Seriously, again what's wrong with you? I really don't understand. You already had him but now you talking to me like this? Hey, wake up! I'm not yours anymore. And you already have your own life. Go fuck your own life. Okay, shut up bye.

All about L-O-V-E :)

6/12/2010. New girl, new life, new hope. Girl everyday i hope that you're apart of my life. So now here we are. 1-4-3 :)

She

Haa she's already block me. So tak apa la. Siapalah aku ni. Jasaku tidak dikenang lagi. Buang masa, duit, je dekat kau. Kalau simpan tu dah boleh-boleh beli phone baru. HAHAHA. Goodbye.

Disturbia,

Yesterday, 5th of December 2010, I was fucking damn boring for sure. And then, for suddenly i got some idea to do. "Disturbing People". HAHA. Tapi aku kacau sorang sahaja pun sebab nak tengok her responses. Then, aku buka la dia punya Facebook and comment dekat gambar dia dengan her boyfie. This is the situation.

"Curang", aku comment macam ni.
" =..=" ", she replied.
"You cakap you sayang i tapi you curang"
"Babi"
"Baru je hari tu date, sekarang dah cakap i babi. Ohho"
"Watafak"

Haa it's like this it's like that. Memang sengaja je pun buat macam tu. Saje je nak test dia. Tapi dapat macam ni pulak. Hari tu ayat manis je dengan aku tapi sekarang macam niiii. Tak apa, tak kisah. Semoga dapat lupakan aku. :)

We are lifeless kids.

Selepas sahaja lepak dekat Andalus, Muss dengan aku lepak kejap dekat W.walk. Dia dgn abang dia main bowling jap. Then pergi Arcade main game token. Beberapa minit kemudian selepas hilang ghairah main game, Reez dengan Fahmi baru la datang. Lembabs sunggus. Haa time ini ktorg memang macam lifeless kids. Sebab tak jadi nak pergi Genting tak tahu nak pergi mana lagi. Duduk luar, plan nak pergi mana pun dah sejam. Aku, Muss, Reez, Fahmi kerja merepek-repek je lebih. Last-last we decide pergi ke Bukit Tinggi. HAHAHA. Call Ekal dia on. Oleh kerana ada masalah peribadi, ktorg gerak about 2 o'clock. Sampai Turf Club (*tak ingat), ada guard tapi dia tidur nyenyak. HAHA. Ada dua jalan, fikir dua kali mana satu the road not taken. Last tibai belah kanan. Dah sampai atas punya atas, lampu jalan dah tiada so gelap sangat lah. Masing-masing penakut, semua ingat salah jalan, patah la balik pergi dekat yang tempat guard tu nak tengok peta. Tengok peta dua-dua jalan sama sebab nanti bertembung juga. Haa camdoh buat habis minyak je. Dah la tak ada kereta lain, jumpa pun satu dua tu pun tak bergerak. Yang bergerak ada pemandu baru jumpa satu. Dah sampai atas nak masuk tu, alaaa tak boleh masuk sebab tutup. Dulu boleh je sekarang dah tak boleh. Masing-masing muka hampa. So terpaksa la balik KL semula. Semua dah tak tahu buat apa. Aku yang dekat belakang main tangkap-tangkap gambar. Muss dah tidur pun. Sampai dekat tempat guard tu balik, si Fahmi ni memang tak ada kerja. Stop kejap lepas tu tekan hon then tekan minyak terus. HAHAHA. Guard yang tengah tidur tu memang terkejut la kan. Ada heart attack memang mati terus. Sampai KL hantar Muss dulu sebab dia dah mengantuk. Then ktorg decide lagi pergi Cemerlang Heights, tak ada life betul lah. Take a shoot and then going back home. Saya tidur pukul 5a.m. something like that.

History of Human - Freemason

Tahukah anda, apakah sejarah manusia? Sedarkah anda bahawasanya manusia Zaman Batu, Mesolitik, Neolitik, Gangsa, Logam semua itu sebenarnya tidak pernah wujud? Haaa, aku baru je tengok dekat youtube. Fikiran aku terganggu sedikit fikir pasal ni. Iyalah, dalam Hadith pernah menyatakan Nabi terawal ialah Nabi Adam. Tapi dalam buku sejarah kita menyatakan manusia terawal mungkin orang yang duduk dalam gua. Takkan lah Nabi Adam bersedudukan dengan orang gua macam tu kot? Dan mungkin zaman dulu lagi maju daripada sekarang. And lagi satu, pertubuhan Freemason ini ceritanya macam ini. Semasa perang salib semua tu, agama Kristian and Yahudi je ada. Tapi ada la sekutu Knight Templar ni dapat cari buku rahsia yang dah lama disorok oleh Nabi *(maaf, lupa). So buku itu telah dikantoikan oleh mereka sebab nak jadi lagi hebat lagi. Gila kuasa nak kawal satu Eropah. Maka wujudlah pemujaan syaitan semua ini so dapatlah bantuan daripada syaitan nanti. Nak bagi penyebaran ini lebih smooth lagi sebab tak dapat diterima, mereka tukar nama jadi Freemason. One Eye Pyramid adalah simbol Freemason. Dan juga jari yang korang selalu anggap rock tu pun sebenarnya simbol Freemason. So, nak tahu lebih tgk lah video bawah ini.